Blogging, that is, but rather that things have become rather monotonous and boring 'round these parts the last few days. Eating nothing but leftovers, not really leaving the house...basically, I'm bored by my life, which means writing about it is boring, which means bored readers. Delightful, no? Maybe it's a day of Evie just yelling (she doesn't cry, she yells, loudly), of being banana-barfed on, of no natural light, a messy house and not doing anything but lay around that has me feeling so gross, but I just feel like I'm in the doldrums. Thank God there is only one week (and a couple of days, but they don't count) left in January.
Bird warned me of this, that I might get worn out, that I would lose momentum. I'm trying really hard to not do that, but when I face my pile of cookbooks and know that next week's workouts have five-minute intervals I just want to give up, throw in the towel and be done. I won't, of course, because I know that what I'm doing has lead to me feeling better than I've ever felt, like ever, but you know, sometimes you just have to bitch and moan.
Tomorrow is a weigh-in. It is also my first day of taking measurements since starting this. I really, really hope that I have some good numbers to keep me going. I need an extra kick in the butt right now, motivation-wise. I know clothes are definitely fitting better, which helps, but seeing the actual numbers move down would be a huge boost to my confidence right now. Man. Wouldn't it be grand if I were just PMS'ing? My hormones are all jammed up right now which isn't helping a damn thing...
I'm thinking of doing one of those "30 days" prompts, just to give myself something else to think about besides what I'm eating and how many calories it has, and how long I have to be on the treadmill (I also need to start cross-training so I don't lose my ever-loving mind). Yup. Too eff-bomb lazy/tired/unmotivated to think of topics myself. Stealing them from the internets. Don't even care enough to reference them, because where ever I stole them from stole from somewhere else too. Bless you, Google. Maybe you'll want to as well, so, here goes the topics list: